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It's so freaking cold here! Why are Finnish winters so cold? I wish I could be somewhere else. Under the palm trees, warm and blue sea next to me, sun shining and one colorful drink on my hand.

I miss my old friends. Those, who aren't my friends anymore. Linda, Milla, Hanna, Jenni, Netta and Laura. I haven't heard anything about Milla in 10 years. I don't know how she looks, where she lives, is she happy etc. I just remember her long, dark brown hair and beautiful face. I don't remember her voice. Even the place where she lived. x_x
And how is Linda? What I know, she had anorexia nervosa time ago, and she was in hospital.
I think I saw her couple weeks ago. Omg, she's gorgeous! o_o

Okay, I'll stop this thinking. Memories, all those lovely people belong to my memories. I don't wanna look back.
Things aren't gonna be like they were when I was 5 years old.

I have to dye my hair orange. I just feel like it.

Tomorrow I'll call to Dee-chan. I'm worried about her. I guess she is not okay. crying