You think i would of learned by now. I'm a night child. Others force themselves to stay with me. They force themselves to happy for me. Pretend to be happy. Pretend to care for me. Pretend to put up with me. Pretend...act...Covered with words is all it is.
Once everyone leaves, I fall. I have been so use to being alone. But...now that i have others, i get sadder when I'm alone. I want someone..someone to talk to me...i need someone. I cant take being alone in the dark. I need...I'm greedy and selfish. I want. I always want. Being people down with me. No one can really say no to me. They feel bad..guilty..when they make me sad. I want them to never leave. I get sooo sad when they do. I dont like being alone anymore. I dont like being in the dark. Please...please...someone...help me...Someone come to me. Please.
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My Dark Life
The things I write but don't speak.
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