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IN LUV THEY SAY
TWISTED CANT THINK I KNOW
FOR THEY DO NOT SEE
THEIR LONELY
THEY DONT KNOW WHAT LUV IS
WHAT A SHAME I SAY
THEIR BLIND...
I SEE FAITHFULY AND LOYALTY COMES
WITH THE TRUST AND LUV..
WHY DO WE THINK?
WE SHOULD JUST DO PEOPLE SAY
IF DO NOT THINK WE DO NOT DO
FOR THERE ARE REASONS FOR EVERYTHING WE KNOW
OR DO NOT KNOW
LUV IS CRAZY I WOULD KNOW
YET ITS HARD NOT TO FALL IN LUV
FOR DO NOT KNOW OR THINK MUCH ABOUT IT OR DO I
THATS ALL I MOSTLY THINK ABOUT I SAY
MY HEART IS FULL I DONT KNOW IF I CAN LUV ANYMORE
IVE BEEN HURT SO MUCH I CANT THINK
I GO CRAZY FOR HIM BUT HE DOSNT SHOW AFECTION
SOMETHINGS WRONG WITH ME I SAY
I CANT FEEL WHAT I USED TO ONLY ONE CAN FIX IT I HOPE
BUT WHICH ONE IS HE
I ASK
NO ONE ANSWERS
I CRY I HURT I FALL
BUT THERES NO ONE TO HEAR MY CRY TO WIPE AWAY THE TEARS THERES NO ONE THERE TO HELP HEAL THE CUTS AND BRUISES THERES NO ONE THERE TO CATCH ME...
ONCE UPON A TIME....THERE WAS A PRINCE WHO HAD MY HEART...HE KEPT IT FOR A WHILE WE WERE CRAZY FOR EACH OTHER...WE LAUGHED AND CRIED WE FELL AND CAME UP NOTHING COULD KEEP US DOWN...UNTILL A GIRL CAME ALONG ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS CAME BY AND THEY MET NOTHING CHANGED BETWEEN US THREE
BUT HE SAW ME GETTING TO CLOSE TO ONE OF HIS FRIEND
HE THOUGHT I WOULD GET JELOUS IF HE TALKED AND HUNG AROUND MY BEST FRIEND I DIDNT MIND REALLY BUT IT BOTHERED ME ONCE HE STARTED HOLDING HER HAND AND DANCED WITH HER INSTEAD OF ME
AND HE WOULD CALL HER AND TALK TO HER FOR HOURS AND NOT GET TIRED I DIDNT GET JELOUS OR MAD I GOT DEPRESSED AND SAD
I DIDNT GET FAT I STAYED SKINNY
IM NOT ANOREXIC NOT EVEN CLOSE
HE WIPED HER TEARS WHEN SHE CRIED
HE HEPLED HER UP WHEN SHE FELL WHEN SHE GOT HURT HE KISSED HER BOO-BOO AND TRIED TO MAKE IT BETTER INSTEAD OF TAKING CONTROL OF HIM AND YELLING AT THEM I LEFT THEM ALONE AND ACTED LIKE I DIDNT CARE
EVEN THOUGH IT HURT SO MUCH TO SEE IT ALL
INFRONT OF MY FACE PASSING BY LIKE NOTHING SO I TOLD HIM IF HE WANTED TO BE WITH HER HE SAID NO I DIDNT BELIEVE HIM
SO I TOLD HIM GOODBYE I LEFT HIM 4-EVER HE TRIED TO COME BACK I PUSSHED HIM AWAY HE KEPT COMMING BACK I DID THE SAME THING HE DID TO ME I TOLD HIM NO WHEN HE ASKED ME
HE DIDNT WANT TO GIVE UP BUT I TOLD HIM TO STOP SO IT WAS OVER FINNALLY THE WAR WAS OVER I THOUGHT IT WASNT IM STILL GOING TO LUV BUT I DONT KNOW WHEN
AND THE END OF THE STORY IS HES STILL IN LOVE WITH ME BUT NOW WERE JUST BEST FRIENDS MY BEST FRIEND IS A GUY AND HES AWESOME YET I LUV HIM BUT NOT THE WAY HE WISHED NOT ANYMORE SO NOW I SEARCH FOR THE ONE TO FIT IN THE SMALL SPACE LEFT IN MY HEART I THINK I FOUND HIM BUT ITS HARD TO KNOW FOR SURE I LIKE BOYS BUT THERES A DIFFERENT MEANING BETWEEN LUV AND LIKE WELL THE STORY ENDS FOR NOW BUT A NEW CHAPTER BEGINS LATER MAYBE EVEN A BOOK..... heart yah and his name is (chris) yeah we still homies 4-life no matter what nothin is gonna come between me and my loser aka (chris) hes single i think not sure....(TO BE CONTINUED)