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No matter how hard I try I can never keep someone by my side. Why is is, no matter what I always have I lose hold of the one thing I hold dear. I lose my self when that feeling is missing. I try and try but my attempts are futile. I always lose the one thing I love. I wish to know what true love or true feelings but alas I can't find my true self. I just cry in side my soul wishing to know how to feel. All I want is the one I love to come back to me and make my soul free once more because I will die and never be reincarnated to a better form. I will have ceased my existence on this pitiful world and rot in my soul forever never to see the light of day normally; all I see is black and white. that's the color of my soul.
The best thing about tonight's I'm not fighting with you. Could it be that we have been this way before? I know you don't think that I am trying to love you,but, I am.
Because tonight will be the night that I will fall for you over again. Don't make me change my mind about loving you. Or I won't live to see another day, to see you.
I swear it's true that I'm nothing but a wreck
Because a boy like you is impossible to find,you're impossible to find my love.
This is not what I intended it to sound like. I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start don't get me wrong.





 
 
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