i hate life it sucks and everything about it..nobody reads journals so i don't think he'll look in here...he keeps telling me he loves me..and then he has a wifey who loves him like i do...yea i wifey...why can't i be his wifey..or hubby..or whatever..anyway i don't like when i feel this way,like im being used,like im a crush,like im nothing but a accesorie on him..but i guess i am because he likes to flirt with my friend and then go to me...my friend had a bad expirience with him and he wanted to talk to him again...i helped him through it and now him and meh other friend are talking again..and he's loving him even more..but where do i fit in this story...who loves me...nobody