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so, today me, kage tenshi and two of our friends finally hung out after so long. and today i told them about how i wanted to open up a fashion shop when i get older. or..when i feel the time is right. so, yesterday my cousin from socal came up and came for a surprise visit. and when i got home we were all talking, catching up. and she had suggested that i come down to LA and stay with her for a bit. i told her how i love fashion, nail art and she told me that me and a friend can come down to LA and stay in her house since her kids are grown up and left the house. when i told her about the nail art she said that there is a space where her mom used to run a nail salon and she said that i can use that and work in there and maybe..maybe start up my own nail salon if i wanted to. i mean..i really really really want to. but..my parents. it sounds like a very good opportunity but i just can't get up and leave the bay that quickly. i told kage tenshi and she said that she'll consider going with me to LA. i thought about it for a bit and i want to go. i really really want to go...i think i'll go. i'll talk to my parents about it during vacation which is plenty of time. and on top of that...i keep panicking about my grades even though they won't be coming in until early to mid january. and i've been telling myself to calm down and stop checking the website for any updates on whether or not my grades were updated but i end up giving in and checking it anyway. i just don't want to spend time constantly checking and making myself worried. it just makes me paranoid and nervous all the time. time will come and tell what is my fate. (no, nothing serious has happened but that phrase is way too true now.) the only thing is i know for a fact that i couldn't have possibly failed a class. i have THAT feeling! well, i feel a whole lot better. night.

later<3

krissy<3