The sound is soothing
Breaking the silence
Every few seconds
Tears
The pain is so real
Blurring the edges
Of everyday life
Blood
The biting words
Smudged by my fingers
Letting it out
Ink
It fits securely
Already tight
Bringing the end
Rope
Should I kick the chair?
Am I ready?
I'll go to hell
Suicide
No, I can't
Maybe I will
Yes I've decided
Kick
The chair falls
I shut my eyes
But I'm not falling
Hands
Hands at my waist
Holding me up
But I can't see
Him
My Savior
My Lover
My Friend
Hero
I forget
Why did I want to fall?
I don't want to remember
I want to live.
You
Beautiful when angry
Furious at my attempt
But I'm still glad
Reasons
Reasons to stay
Reasons to stop
Thank God you were here
I've missed you heart
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Your there,
he's here.
I love you,
but I like him.
You love me,
he loves me to.
Do I go with the one I love,
even though we've never met?
Or take a chance and fall in love,
with someone I can see?
It kills me that I can't hug you,
that I c
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