You...
I don't know how to tell you how I think of you or why I like you (as a crush). There are one-million reasons that are unexplainable and will never end. I don't know where to begin. You're just soooo cute (personality wise) it makes my heart melt. You're just like a little boy, the one I've always wanted to grow up with. The one that takes my breath away when we play outside. The one that leaves me speechless when he tells me something new. I feel you're that boy I can't keep my eyes off. My drug obsession I can't stop taking. I read all your journals, all your abouts, all about you on ever account I've talked to and I fell in love with all three of them. Even if you never had your picture down, I've just always felt that way. You say you're a gentle man, well I've never been with a gentle man. I've only been with emoes and retards that all became pot-heads. The ones that were assholes to every one besides me. The one that called me beautiful only when he was hie, sleepy, or when I was down. I wanted to hear the truth. You claim you're so nice and romantic. Do you know how badly I've cried for guys like you? How badly I've prayed for guys like you? Do you have any idea how much I've been waiting to meet a guy like you? You're perfect in every way. And how...ugh! You're amazingly perfect! I'm so jelouse of you Leo. And it's why I love you even more. Just by thinking about you makes me feel so much better. Every body says how it's great to have a boyfriend and how much more alive they feel when thier in love. I've waited a whole year after all of those a**-munches to find a guy like you. Who seems sweet and kind and...PERFECT! I can't let you leave my head for a second. I've fallen head over heals for you and I just don't want to to let me fall face first when I'm falling. I'm hoping you can catch me as I fall. I've never felt this way before. All those guys were like friends and thats how we felt. But for some reson, we'd be going out the next day. You have all the qualities I find perfect in a man. You're perfect. You're amazing. You're every thing I've ever asked for, ever dreamed of, ever wanted. When some one says Prince Charming, I think of sweet guys, gentlemen, cute men in tights (i almost laughed as i typed that one up!) but now when some one says Prince Charming, you come up in my head. I've really fallen for you Leo. And you know what? When I think of our first date, I picture us sharing a mangoe slushie together. And what else...if you were wondering where I am, I'm in Texas. Austin, TX. Even if you don't live near me, I will always love you. It's not about distence or age or even appearence. All that matters is if our hearts feel as one. Oh! What caught my eye was your birthday. You have the same birthday as my ex-boyfriend. The one that became a pot-head. Also, the day before your birthday is my stalkers birthday. Those are other stories for later though. Any how, what I'm just trying to say in a very short manner now (finaly!) is you're perfect, I love you, I want you to catch me when I fall, and...you're perfect. You're the one I've been wanting to be held close to. You're the one I've wanted to hold me when I cry. You're the one I dreamt of spending the rest of my life with. You're the one I've wanted to share my first kiss with (im not kidding!). You're the one I'm in love with. Even if you tell me you don't love me back, I'll still have you forever in my head hoping one day I'll find a man like you. There probably arn't any on earth, but I'll try to find a man like you...even though they don't exist, but I'll try. I've fallen head over heals in the moment, I'm speechless, I'm breathless, over the edge, in the moment, I never thought that I'd catch this love bug again. (i bet you know where i got that from!)
I love you, Leo. I'll never stop even if you hate me or tell me you're only my friend or even make me cry. I love you.
Because it's true, I love Leo!♥
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