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Love:is any of a number of emotions and experiences related to a sense of strong affection
no, I dont believe that love is a dark place where you should only venture if you know you can survive .
I found this out first hand . I'm the kid in the back of the class , who nobody knows not a lot of friends , alone a lot of the time , everybody thinks im a stoner because of my hair and the way i dress I DONT HAVE TO WEAR ******** NAME BRAND CLOTHES scream
well anyway,
It all started about in 5th grade i never thought i would have a Girlfriend in that grade and at that age . we hung out so much and by the end of the year She told me she was moving to New York which i saw her one more time right before she left i didnt think of it too much but in 7th grade i started to think about her alot then i started to be really depressed
then the next year i met my friend from a few years ago who got held back he introduced me to an awesome girl from the 7th grade she has awesome personality then we started to be really good friends then my sister started to read the series Twilight Then we had to see the movie and that made me realize I loved my friend from school ((the Girl not my friend who introduced me to her)) .
I'm really shy I was going to ask her then i found out about she was going out with this guy ((i think its her trying to get my opinions on her)) but i dont know and so ive been so depressed lately and seeing my brother with his Girlfriend makes it even worse


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