I wish I was dumb... I wish i was smart. I wish i was a better person.... I wish I could just ignore it. I wish the rain really could wash all my sorrows away... i wish i could take every beautiful and sad moment of life and capture it on film... making one big colllage.
I wish I coulld always be your little ray of sunshine... i just wish it didn't hurt so much...
These are hard times we live in... angry, sad and fearful times. And if it's true that for every one moment of happieness, there are 5 moments of sadness, where are my happy moments and why do they feel so plastic?
It's so hard to have everyone lean on me. I feel like I'm carrying the weight of the world (corny but true). Where is my shoulder to lean on? It's not fun to pretend. I wish Someone, ANYONE, could bring me away from here.. even for just a few minuites and reassure me because right now it's like a dam broke that should have dried up long ago and it won't stop flowing.
I miss my friends... WHERE ARE MY FRIENDS???? WHO are my friends...? because right now I need them and it's really hard to tell. Every sun sets and the last rays of sun are akways dim on the horison... a reminder that it will be back soon. Even the moonlight is powered by the effing sun! Well I'd have to say that right now, I'm the moon; Dim, solmn and getting smaller every day. But one day I'll be back. But if the sun leans on the moon, where is MY moon? It's really hard. Three words says the child as it clings to it's memories...
I wish I coulld always be your little ray of sunshine... i just wish it didn't hurt so much...
These are hard times we live in... angry, sad and fearful times. And if it's true that for every one moment of happieness, there are 5 moments of sadness, where are my happy moments and why do they feel so plastic?
It's so hard to have everyone lean on me. I feel like I'm carrying the weight of the world (corny but true). Where is my shoulder to lean on? It's not fun to pretend. I wish Someone, ANYONE, could bring me away from here.. even for just a few minuites and reassure me because right now it's like a dam broke that should have dried up long ago and it won't stop flowing.
I miss my friends... WHERE ARE MY FRIENDS???? WHO are my friends...? because right now I need them and it's really hard to tell. Every sun sets and the last rays of sun are akways dim on the horison... a reminder that it will be back soon. Even the moonlight is powered by the effing sun! Well I'd have to say that right now, I'm the moon; Dim, solmn and getting smaller every day. But one day I'll be back. But if the sun leans on the moon, where is MY moon? It's really hard. Three words says the child as it clings to it's memories...
I don't wanna...
I'm sorry Luna... does this happen often? xD I'm stealing this song. It touched me and now I can't stop listening to it... I'm listening to it NOW! tee hee... xD
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sydI53EoP8w&eurl=http://www.gaiaonline.com/p/5387759
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Your Journal was deep. xD;;
No really; It made my heart tug a bit.
<3
[Did you write that yourself? :0]
Cheh; You stole my song. pfft ;p
lol; Nah I understand I'm addicted to it too. That song touches everyone soul. o.o
Power to the Song yo.
x3
-Luna