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My aboslutely chaotic life haha
Well, I figure that no one will read this, so I might as well write down how I'm comming along without Charlie, it's a good place to vent since mum and dad can't read it haha
Day 73/2
Well today was uneventful. My parents tryed not to make any referance as to Charlie, which is good for me. I think it puzzles them why I don't seem as depressed as they thought I would be. That's for two reasons:
1) I hide my emotions well behind a mask
2) You me know know, and you and my parents never to find out haha
I still miss him, though. Today in the mall, I saw a couple walking, and the girl play-punched her boyfriend on the arm, like I used to do with Charlie.... Then he used to tickle me back, and we'd get into this huge fight, every fifteen minutes or so *weak laugh*
I almost had to turn around from where I came from and go find a bathroom stall to cry in.... I'm usually good with keeping my emotions in order, but my friend with me could tell that there was something wrong. I've known her since I was... oh say about five years old or so.
Anyway, let's just hope that nothing else happens today....

watch and be amazed:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2ERNSnfpf0
ahhh i got hacked!!! now i have no more golddddd ): please please consider donating??? i'm saving up for a guild... D: ((yes, i'm that poor... >< ))

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