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If life was perfect everyday then there would be no reason to live, right? I mean you have to embrace everything. What happens makes us us. But sometimes I just want to lay down and die. Of course I wont. I get those days were I feel life doesnt matter anymore. They scare me more than anyone can imagine. I start to just fade away. My personality and everything else just start to melt. It pysically hurts and mentally burns but I can't feel anymore. I want to lay down and cry. And I might.