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If you were offered the chance to go back in your life an change one single thing. What would it be? what choice that you made in your life would you change? something simple and embarrassing that was carried with you all these years? A horrible accident? Some stupid choice you made? Because maybe at that time you thought it was a good idea. Maybe you were just drawn in by lies. Or maybe you were just the stupidest damn person on the planet at that given time? Would you go back and change something for your own sake? Or the sake of another? could you stop a suicide? Perhaps your own? Would you erase all the pain that you were caused or that you did cause? Would you get a better education? Or would you go back tot hat one day. the one day that you finally broke over something so simple. the one day you decided to stop saying NO. The one day you said yes. And then the Yes was like a drug. You didn't want it. You knew it was bad.But every time you said no The yes pushed it away. And then you eventually stopped trying to say it at all. Maybe you would go back and Save not only yourself but a few people from of pain. Maybe you would say No one more time. Because Maybe that's all it would take. And maybe You would stop wondering "What If?" And you would just know. Maybe not to go back and save a stupid relationship with someone you thought you loved. But perhaps.... Perhaps a friend. No A best friend. No someone you cared the world for. Because maybe what you did hurts you everyday...Once you've been labeled Unforgivable that pretty much sticks. They can't find a reason to even attempt to give you a chance. then again Why should they? Would you change something like that?

I would.

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