Haha this is exactly why my journals suck. I rarely write them at all.
From break my friend and I were walking down the hall. We went to get some drinks. He got "pink drink" (Powerade Strawberry and Lemon or something) and I got one of those zero thing. The hallway was only lit by the sun pouring at the end of it. Anyways, we were walking and this girl (refer to first entry) came up.
"Hey! I haven't seen you in a long time!!"
She was talking to my friend. I was completely ignored.
I paused for one second to watch their warm hug. On that second it was like as if a knife went through my chest. It's the first time ever that I've felt real "love pain." My eyes welled up with tears. I didn't care anyways. After that second I managed to continue walking. It was almost unbearable and the pain was dull but constant. I could hear them talking and all, but only random thoughts rushed though my head. I could feel my mouth curse uncontrollably and my head was shaking like as if I was insane. Soon after my friend caught up to me.
"Nothing like a nice hug"
If only I could feel it...
· Fri Jan 09, 2009 @ 09:51pm · 0 Comments