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Gone.... So, my girlfriend left for Florida tonight. Even though I'll join her in 5 months, I couldn't stop crying. Now i think I'm all out of tears to cry. I'll get to talk to her often enough, but she won't be here to hug me, kiss me, hold me from behind, keep me warm and safe at night, snuggle me when I'm feeling down....She won't be here to rub my back and neck when I don't feel good, to hold me tight when I feel like life is just too much. I don't know what I'm going to do. I made a promise though, and I'll keep it. I'll try not to cry too much, and on Valentine's day I won't lock myself in my room. She pinky promised that she's going to be here for my birthday or our 5 year anniversary, but I don't know if she'll be able to keep it. I just don't know what to do without her...she's my world. Of course I'll manage. I've got Gaia, video games, books, college, and even my writing to throw myself into. I'm not okay, but I think I will be. We've never been separated for more than a couple of days before, but they say separation makes the heart grow fonder. I hope they're right. God, I miss her already.

Posted by: Lady Davia Mon Jan 12, 2009 @ 08:17am

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Commented on: Sun Jan 18, 2009 @ 03:59pm


	I know how that is. Hope you're feeling better.

Commented on: Sun Jan 18, 2009 @ 07:10pm


	thanks. I'm actually feeling worse, but I'll manage. She broke 3 promises that she made to me before she left, and she didn't call me once during the first week, even though she said she'd call every night. When she finally called, last night, she said she hadn't had time to call me. But she had plenty of time to go to the movies with her family. -sigh- how are you?

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Commented on: Tue Jan 20, 2009 @ 12:43pm


	I dunno what to say, that's shitty. : But I'm known to forget about important things all the time, so you know. I'm... I don't know. I don't really feel right, but I guess I'm okay. Or as okay as I'm going to get anyway.

Commented on: Tue Jan 20, 2009 @ 12:58pm


	Yeah. She hasn't forgotten though, she told me so herself. -sigh- oh well. Any word from Andy? -hugs- I'm glad you are at least not terrible....-hugs again-

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Commented on: Wed Jan 21, 2009 @ 08:54am


	I meant forgetting to do things. I doubt she could forget you. No, I haven't heard from Andy. But I get it, he's busy. So, yeah. I'm pretty busy too, med school doesn't leave me much free time. It's weird sometimes though, like a part of my daily routine is missing.

Commented on: Wed Jan 21, 2009 @ 04:07pm


	^-^ Yeah, that's true. You're in med school? that's awesome ^-^ Yeah, I know that feeling. I feel so....off-balance.

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Commented on: Thu Jan 22, 2009 @ 09:24am


	Yeah, med school, finally. And replace that awesome with "purgatory" and you've got it. Off-balance is a good way to put it. Like glasses tilted towards one side of your face. Really ******** annoying, and it makes you look idiotic on top of that.

Commented on: Thu Jan 22, 2009 @ 09:09pm


	lol. I used to want to go to med school, but in my senior year of hs I became squeemish XP accurate description indeed.

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Commented on: Fri Jan 23, 2009 @ 04:12pm


	~Hug~ I am sorry my lady, I just hope I can help however I can.

Commented on: Fri Jan 23, 2009 @ 04:22pm


	-huggles- you do fabulously heart

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