well i always knew talking about my mother now that she's basically gone (not in death but it sure feels like it) was a soft nerve and being alone were my normal depression buttons of dewm
today, i discovered a new one
now that i'm finally 'free' i can do much more things around me than sit in a cage and ask to be freed and pay the spinner lands on my 40% freedom space.
i supppose i expect too much of people to continue to invite me here in this new town but meh
enough rambling yes?
my new depressant is talking with someone about exciting things that is to come in the future like going somewhere or enjoying something that stuff and me not being involed in it.
how spirit breaking
*shrugs*
i don't expect this depressant thing to last too long afterall i'm not an 'adult' and have school the next day when all fun things happen
*points* i know you're reading this mers let me sulk
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"The weak lose their freedom to the strong. Such is the way of the strong. And it is of nature that only the strong survive. That's why I need strenght."
"The weak lose their freedom to the strong. Such is the way of the strong. And it is of nature that only the strong survive. That's why I need strenght."