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I'm so happy! I'm so happy and I know why! I've been really, extremely despressed lately, and I now know why! I've been really depressed because I thought everyobody hated me because I look fat, but now I don't care anymore. I thought it was how other people seen me, but it was how I saw them. I was always looking for the worst in people, putting myself down! But now I realize. it wasn't how they saw me that made me despressed, it was how I saw other people! And thinking that everyone hated me, made me hate them, and hateing makes me depressed! And this all happened because my poor, poor friend, Amanda (Senya Zuri)(She's really a girl, and she is an amazing artist.), got into a car accident with her grandmother. It got me thinking, what would I have done if she had died! I wouldn't ever have been able to forgive myself! So,now I'm not taking any chances. I'm putting all of my friends' happiness before mine, but not forgetting to keep myself happy too, because that effects my outlook on life. Also, here is the MSN Convo between me and Merk (merk_66) just a few minutes ago.
I'm [[From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. ]] And this is Merk [[&******** me<Envy>Hate me<Greed>Want me<Wrath>Beat me<;Pride>Wear me<Gluttony>Eat me<Sloth>Bury me]]
From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: Hii! &******** me<Envy>Hate me<Greed>Want me<Wrath>Beat me<;Pride>Wear me<Gluttony>Eat me<Sloth>Bury me says: hey! &******** me<Envy>Hate me<Greed>Want me<Wrath>Beat me<;Pride>Wear me<Gluttony>Eat me<Sloth>Bury me says: *huggles you* From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: <huggle> From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: I'm reallllly really sorry! &******** me<Envy>Hate me<Greed>Want me<Wrath>Beat me<;Pride>Wear me<Gluttony>Eat me<Sloth>Bury me says: theres j00r pic From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: Hum? From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: Ooh!!! From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: I'll go lookie! &******** me<Envy>Hate me<Greed>Want me<Wrath>Beat me<;Pride>Wear me<Gluttony>Eat me<Sloth>Bury me says: it's crappy &******** me<Envy>Hate me<Greed>Want me<Wrath>Beat me<;Pride>Wear me<Gluttony>Eat me<Sloth>Bury me says: and for what? From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: The Picture! From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: It's precious! &******** me<Envy>Hate me<Greed>Want me<Wrath>Beat me<;Pride>Wear me<Gluttony>Eat me<Sloth>Bury me says: O_O &******** me<Envy>Hate me<Greed>Want me<Wrath>Beat me<;Pride>Wear me<Gluttony>Eat me<Sloth>Bury me says:
From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: It's preciously adorable! From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: How akwaiiii~! From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: Oh, merk, I'm so happy! &******** me<Envy>Hate me<Greed>Want me<Wrath>Beat me<;Pride>Wear me<Gluttony>Eat me<Sloth>Bury me says: >.< From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: I've finally realized hwat been making me so depressed lately! I've been forcing the poeple I care about most away from me, and that sucks! From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: But, now! &******** me<Envy>Hate me<Greed>Want me<Wrath>Beat me<;Pride>Wear me<Gluttony>Eat me<Sloth>Bury me says: ..now? From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: I've realized that having a more positive attitude towards life and having great frinds like you guys, makes me happier than if I won the lottery! From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: Oh, I love you so much! &******** me<Envy>Hate me<Greed>Want me<Wrath>Beat me<;Pride>Wear me<Gluttony>Eat me<Sloth>Bury me says: I lubble you too!!! &******** me<Envy>Hate me<Greed>Want me<Wrath>Beat me<;Pride>Wear me<Gluttony>Eat me<Sloth>Bury me says: *huggle* From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: !!!!!!!! From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: <huggle> From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: I'm changing my name on Gaia. From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: I'm changing everything about me. From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: !!! From now on out, my whole life is going to be devoted to making my friends and loved ones happy. says: I love you so much!
And for those of you who wanted to know, my MSN is letitiasherrygurl@hotmail.com
[s u n s h i n e] · Thu Oct 27, 2005 @ 12:02pm · 0 Comments |
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