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I feel so out of place, caught between to worlds. Neither wants me, neither cares. I’m a lost soul doom to wander aimlessly as I try to fill the empty feeling. Trying to hold tightly to the old past, terrified to let go of the familiar and fake nothing, but grabbing at the pulling new. Both are a lie, both are a fake, they don’t know the truth that I desperately cling to, a horrible madness. The creatures inside me are hidden from view, lined in thick smoke. I don’t belong and their instinct tell them so. What do I do, where do I go, or to I let the fiery flames rip at my soul and drag me down to and endless abyss…..where I truly do belong.


(its not my best but im working on it)