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she's dating someone else already.
not a big surprise
when did she start dating her again
did she already date her once
what was her reason for being rude
why am i rambling
why do i feel jealous- like i was betrayed
she's not mine anymore
i shouldn't care
yet i care with a yearning i dont understand
we were ready to vow to each other
but it broke apart
can i handle that she's with someone she sees daily
can i live knowing someone else's arms are around her
can i live with the thought knowing someone else gets to kiss her
can i possibly keep her out of my thoughts
we always talked for hours on end
now we barely say hi online
how can i live now that it feels completely over
why should i listen to someone else
can i love anyone without feeling that pain
should i date anyone again
can i feel the love i once had that destroyed me
can i live with the knowledge that someone else has her heart
can i be who i am again
can i live my life again without her
i dont know
i guess i'll find out
one day
or another
my life
my love
mine to share
my life
my pain
mine to keep
my life
my freedom
mine to share
my life
my heart
MINE TO KEEP OR GIVE AWAY