I'm going to tell you all a story.
My room mate is very... passionately in love with her boy friend. every now and again, maybe once every three days, give or take, he comes over to the dorm and they make love. It's rather embarrassing to be in the other bed, ipod jammed into my ears, trying to ignore the sporadic gasps and moans.
Well, yesterday afternoon, someone knocked on the dorm door. I opened it and who should be standing there but the girl I loved for two whole years before she dumped me.
"Hey" she said while I got over the shock.
"Hey, what's up?" I asked.
Polite.
She kind of tensed up. she was wringing her hands. and when my room mate asked "who is it?" she jumped. I was polite and invited her in and introduced her and my room mate. She had a seat on the back of my desk chair while I sat on the bed.
Awkward silence, broken only by the clacking of laptop keys by my room mate.
She finally said what she came to say. "I am so stupid. so,so stupid. I never should have given you up."
Silence.
She continued "you were just so... you were so... in charge, I always saw myself as the leader. but with you... you just, made me feel weak."
the clacking on the computer stopped.
"I didn't expect that. but now I realize that that weakness made me more... open? yeah. I guess. It made me feel good, made me feel like you cared. I was confused, I suppose."
I held up a hand. "You broke my heart." I stated.
She was silent for a good few seconds, then got up and came closer. "Let me heal it again" she did something that made me feel like a little girl. She put her hand on the back of my head and pulled me into a kiss. It lasted. And lasted. I didn't want it to stop and neither did she. It was beautiful. When we finally broke my lips felt swollen.
She sat down next to me and put her arms around me.
Finally. My room mate couldn't keep silent. "Wait. You're lesbian?" Me and my girl looked at each other. We both burst out laughing.
"Yep, yep"
Me and my girl talked and talked, and talked, and talked. We shared stories of everything that happened since we split, we laughed about both of our hopeless atempts at love without each other. we talked straight through dinner at applebee's. When we came back, me and my room mate switched positions, she jammed her ipod into her ears while me and my girl made love.
 chatai · Sun Feb 01, 2009 @ 07:33pm · 0 Comments |
