Right now is one of those times where I realize that maybe my life is always going to be the same s**t forever. I mean, nothing good happens. I get money, it all goes to bills. I miss my best friends birthday, my dad and I fight, and my relationship is so complicated and crazy it drives me crazy but at the same time keeps me sane. I know that sound like it makes sense but it's true. I just have this feeling that maybe I really wasn't destined for a good life, and the luxuries I deserve.
But then again, it could be the severe chronic depression and anxiety talking....who knows?
 GDs Cendrillon · Wed Feb 04, 2009 @ 04:05am · 0 Comments |
