A story that my dark self tried to help me realize the truth of my heart.
One day,I did the regularly, have fun and think of my problems with Brigitte. I kept thinking, of having my friend back. Later my dark self called me in my head and said," Just a friend? You're lying. You want me and other people to think 'just a friend?' You're pathetic than usual."
"What?! I'm not lying!"
"Right. do you remember when you said you loved her?"
"yes, but it was as mistake."
"no its the truth. If you don't believe me, look at her for a long time."
For the rest of the day, I kept thinking what my dark self really meant to say. After school, when we had to go on the van to go home, Brigitte was sitting behind me. Later she fell asleep, then i remembered what dark said: "If you don't believe me, look at her for a long time." So I watched her sleep. I looked at her face, from her cheeks, to her lips, then to her eyes. Finally I look at her beautiful hair. After gazing at her face for about 10 minutes. Then I felt tears on my cheek. My dark self was right, it wasnt "just friends", for I loved her through her beauty. Today I thank my dark self for teaching me to see the truth of my heart.
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