I feel so bad. Everything is starting to get to me again ... I really want to do it this time. Maybe if I do it then just maybe they will see what they been missing and will always miss or maybe they will just say that I was stupid and I really wasn't worth nothing at all. Sometimes I really feel that way. Worth nothing not even the dirt I walk on! My heart is killing me it tells me it's in love but I'm scared. I'm tired of being used and getting hurt just for one's own pleasure. It's not fair and it won't ever be fair. cry
Nezumi 3 · Thu Nov 03, 2005 @ 02:56pm · 3 Comments |