Dear Former Lovers I hope ur proud.... proud of ur selves for ruining my life and breaking me down to the point where i dont have the courage to defend my self against others because unlike u im not a cold heartless piece of s**t who wants to put people through the s**t ive been through because like i said im not cold and im not heartless
people like u deserve to be put in hell for what u do to ur lovers because now they dont feel strong anymore and ...... they dont feel like they cant defend themselves so they give up and put up with the s**t for years to come
and can u blame them they feel weak ........ and repressed with obligation to stay with u and they feel like everything that happened was their fault i hope ur proud of urselves for that
they just put up with it because they feel sorry for u and they dont want to deal with ur crocodile tears..... they know ur lying because u dont want to be alone and they know u dont care about how they feel u just care about u..... u didnt give a damn about me
u just sat there everytime i had a problem and said to just suck it up and get over it and its like u didnt love me at all what kind of man says that to the woman he loves.......
all of you ....yes all of u have said that to me u people could give a s**t what happened to me u just didnt like being alone u just didnt like that fact that ur alone in this world so u had to try to take me with u.... u had to make me feel helpless and distraught to the point where i felt like i had to take my own life to make u all go away
i was betterb off with out u people u bastards deserve hell for what u did and u dont belong in this world
ur not real men a real man would love and respect his woman and help them with just about any problem they had to deal with they would tell them to suck it up
a real man would hit a girl or force themselves upon them as well and a real man would have his life revolve around everything in their life not just me .... not just me
i have loving friends who respect me and a handful of u didnt want me around them what kind of people are u ....... huh? ...... what kind of people do that...........
i have one person who is like a sister to me and u judge her
uve judged all my family and friends
i have one person who doesnt judge me and respects and loves me not for what i am but for who i am
unlike the spoiled selfish bastards that tried to ******** me over for no apparent reasons..... u are the ones that put me in hell ... u are the ones that broke my self esteem.... u are the ones that made me afraid to stand up for myself and tell u how i felt
i hope ur proud because u made the person with the big heart i am today i dont ever hurt the ones i cared about because i dont wanna put them through what u put me through
u totally destroyed me and if i hadnt gotten away i probably would have ended up dead like (melissa rose ricardi) god bless her
i hope u people are so proud of what uve done thanks to u i dont live my life the way i want to i became the person i didnt want to be
my brother is afraid to ask me cuz he might lose me even im afraid of that u are all the same only one difference (J,B) Marlene Marie Guerriero
rainbows-and-applesauce · Mon Feb 09, 2009 @ 10:06pm · 0 Comments |