I've never been anything less than selfish,
and i've never broken down without first causing a scene,
but somewhere in the midst of that autumn you changed me.
my blue eyes sparkled, and they also learned to cry,
but you tugged on the fringes of my heart to see if it would kill me.
maybe i'm just a ghost.
ohh autopsy, why did you leave?
it seems like the sky is never blue and my glances around the room always land on you.
i'm wrapped around your finger like a snake coiled around a tree,
and you try to shake me off, but nothing could work.
I never fell out of love with you.
I stutter when I speak and my heart flutters when you reply,
I tremble when your eyes caress my face, gently taking everything in with your smoldering eyes.
I cringe from our memories, and our conversations are always much too pointless.
i'll never get my point across.
i've pressed my panic button a million times since you've been gone,
now no one even shows up.
i've kissed enough boys to know how to taste love,
and your lips were always sweetest.
but lindsey knows.
lyssa knows.
dakota knows.
and oh I still know.
