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HOw is it even prossible to trust somebody thats hurt you so meny times?? Hoe can somebody still be in love with somebody totally oppisite that you just cant stand to be around even for the littlest amount of time??How can you be best friends with somebody you dont know??

I dont know how it happend but its occrued to me that not only do i barley know the people that claim to be my best friend and love me how do i know if they mean it?? How do i know so much about them but so little about myself??

Would i jump off a bridge to save any of my friends? Yes
Would i jump off a bridge if it were the only way out of something that i cant undo? Maybe
Would i slap my mother across the face if i wouldent get it back?? Yes
Would i kill myself if i ever turned out the way she did?? Yes
Would i fall in love if i knew it wasent gonna hurt me?? Yes of course i would but thats not what happens when it comes down to me and love...

When im 18 im going to take my baby brother away from my mother an Ex-Step dad I am going to make a better life for him And im going to get threw it all hopefully i can do it i know i can but not right now thats just the way it has to be to plan for the achevments and live threw the termendus amount of pain life will create and decide to throw at me im just glad i have my friends to back me up threw it all

i love all my friends even if it dosent seem like it sometimes just know for everyone thats ever or is my friend your not alone cause together we satnd i wont back down and ill fight till the end<3