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There. I've had it. Is my love life destined to be a giant screw-up? Before I begin to elaborate, let me explain these things that i like to call "James Blunt Moments". Let's say that you're in a public area, (train, bus, park, etc.). now, i'm just some 14 year old kid, so trying to pick up a girl here seems useless, considering that i'll never see them again. Then, the most beautiful girl you've ever seen some winds up being like, three away from you, and you later lose sight of her to this vast cold hearted place that is New York. This is the oh-so-hated JBM. I'm guessing that if girls consider you hot, this isn't a problem. Easy enough to understand, considering that good looks can instill a sense of confidence in oneself. There's my first problem. I'm no babe magnet, but i'm not the abominable snowman either. and I've got this really nasally voice. My cousin says that i'm like the male version of Gwen Stefani. Anyways. I'm on the train, and there she is. I mean this girl looked kinda like taylor swift, but she'd make taylor envy her anyday. She had pale skin, blond hair, and really light blue eyes. I counldn't take my eyes off of her, and our eyes did meet a few times before i had to get off. But i couldn't even say hi 2 her, because like, every time she looked at me, my heart would like, stop. I can't take the pain that i feel from all of these encounters, But i wouldn't even no where to start. Anybody have any suggestions?

P.S.- big deal if she looked like she was 16.