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February 22, 2009
Rena should really confess.

I should really confess to my friends about what's going on. Like why I treat them the way I do. Or at least come clean to Brandey and Mariah because they're my closest friends. I really should.
But I'm way to scared. Because I don't know how to tell them. I treat my friends poorly and there's a reason for that. And that reason is what I should tell them.
But then they not treat my the same. And just thinking about what I should tell them almost makes me want to cry...
My doctor says I need to tell them in person because they don't know your tone of voice when you write it in an email. But I can't. It would be akward and unpleasent. When I told my doctor about it, I broke down crying, and I have a feeling I'll do it again. I really want to tell Mara and Brand, but I'm really scared about it. I don't know. I really think I should though because it's really important...so I think I'll tell them.
-Rena