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I just want to cry thats all I want. But I can't, I promised I wouldnt cry again.

I'm sleep deprived for the past two months, I have a head eash that could kill an elephant. My mum is a right b***h too. I'm curently ateending nurssing school along with high school in a head start program so there gose over half my day. I get home and the first thing out of my mums fat mouth is 'go get your chors don and no ******** off!' She had managed to use and durty every dish in the house and I'm supose to wash them all by hand and then sweep and mop. After that 'Go clean the litterbox and then go get all the laundry!'

I just cant do it! i'm soo tired from not sleeping cause i'm stressing over school, over home and to top it all off i cant get a job! I've been looking and puting in aplications and resimease for the past YEAR nothing. i'm ither the wrong sex, i dont have my licens or i am not oldenough. i put in the online app for sears yesterday got a interveiw date and time. today. . .'i'm sorry to inform you that all positions have been filled, we will keep your app in file for the next 60 days' that is what the email i got to day stated.

I just want to call my mate and talk things through with him but my mum wont have it. she used over one thousend minits on her phone in one month where i used seven hundred talking on free nights and weekends. i did not caust a dime, she coust 148$ now i am only alowed to use the phone on one day a week for one hour.

I'm a big girl yes, thats not a problem but when i was little my mum told me to shut up and get over it when the other would pick on me. Now our NEIGHBORS doughter gets picked on and she gives the lil punk alsorts of nice mothely advice.and the lil punk is just that! she can dish it out but cant take it!

I'm sorry i should not complaine, it could be worse i could be dead, but you know what, i wish i was.

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