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Down into a deep abyss. Swirling my hands out to thin air. Feeling as though I'm nothing. Touching the darkness with my lips. My sweet lover. I embrace it. Letting my heart throb with hate. Letting it resound with sadness. My tears fall, echoing. Echoing. As if I was falling down a well. Maybe, I am. I don't feel my being. I don't feel my breath against the every moving wall. Just the tears. Just the tarring of my heart. Breathe me. Consume me. Surround me with warmth. Pressure. I want to feel your arms wrapped around me. I want to feel your kisses against my flesh. Turning me into stone with your dreamy gaze. Oh, sweet darkness take me again and again. My wrists are yours. I'll point them out towards you. Touch my vein. Caress it with your gentle whisper. I keep falling. Dream like. Into a rabbit hole to hell. Where there is no warmth. Just the sweet taste of ice. I could breathe it, Smell it. Harbor it out of my mouth. As I blow kisses to the devil himself. I smile. I think I smile. Down at the darkness that keeps surrounding me. Touching me in ways I never been touched. F A L L I N G I feel at home. Here in your chest. Feeling nothing. Nothing at all. Just the cold. The misery. Hidden within my breaking heart. Bury me some more. Into this world of nothingness. My love.

Posted by: jakiiz_boy_toy Tue Mar 03, 2009 @ 11:18pm

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Lyd-chan25
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Commented on: Thu Mar 05, 2009 @ 11:38am

Commented on: Thu Mar 05, 2009 @ 03:03pm


	i can comment that back! ha when i start to fall asleep my body will twitch the way people say that there falling asleep is nothing nothing like ive seen or felt. i have never felt the cool winds those people say they feel how can u if its a state of mind y do they say there friends will laugh with them in dreams how can u? when i sleep its like a dark shadow has come for me he watches me..like im drowning he holds his hand out i can not reach darker arms with scolding hot flames all around have grabbed me i have not fallen in water but hell. hell is nothing like they say in ways its like walking along a side walk with nothing..but air and darkness the boy finally relizes that i am not struggling for air i am not trying i wish that it would all end he calls my name. so many times! he feels my pain now..because the devil said one word!.. suffer. my dream is dark when everything disapears at the end i will fall then blood red swirls will mix with the shadows i indure that is when i wish i could have taken the hand that offered to help instead i killed what he was trying to give. love. my eyes have to ear open as my body jolts awake i fly up gasping for air then i think and listen the clock is ticking, the alarm is quite. i still have the rest of the night to go all well... one more time shall we.. lets see what burning peace hell will make me walk alongside of this time.

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lexigirl999
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Commented on: Sat Mar 14, 2009 @ 06:17am


	that is soo deep and i can really understand it and make a connection. ur an amazing poet...

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