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I can't figure it out........i have friends, and stuff.........but, i just feel lonely most of the time.......this sounds really emo but, it can't be helped. but, i hate it, there always a pain that just is always there and ever persistant, it just stays there clawing, and digging its teeth and claws into my heart. and this feeling has gotten stronger lately....life just feels so dark and empty..........something always brings it back.....its like whenever i get out i forget about it, but , when i come home its like its in my room waiting for me.......idk why this occurs anymore........idk if its like i feel outcasted, or like idk........i try to fight it but its hard...it just creeps back in....or when im out and i see a couple together i get depressed or it makes it worse..........but, then i just think to myself, i don't have anything to offer people anyways....im not that good looking or smart, i have no clue where ill be in 10 -5 yrs or even it a few months, im not that talented........idk what people could see in me.........and thats makes it more depressing........idk hmmmm........some times i think it would be fun to give in and become this worlds villain......i wouldn't have a batman or superman or spider man coming after me........cause id be everyones arch nemesis.......i just go around playing pranks and doing mischieve, and mayhem......but, on a global scale......no one nation would be unaffected by me........people in the most remote parts of the earth or under the sea will be affected by my deeds lolz.........i won't take over the world......ill just terrorize its.........without a reason, and without a motiff......ill just do it for the sheer thrill or fun of its lol it would be great. but...idk im much to nice for that i think Kamina1558 · Sun Mar 08, 2009 @ 11:00am · 3 Comments


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lunabean2113
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Tue Jun 23, 2009 @ 03:24am

i c a lot in u dont feel lonely anymore

MorbidPunxy
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Sun Jul 05, 2009 @ 10:26pm

you're not the only individual who feels alone.
I know you are aware of that long ago, and yes seeing others with their loved ones hurt and brings sheer pain into the heart. As if wishing for them to be just as bad as us but we can't.
If you become a villain then i will be your sidekick. I have no problem with that whatsoever so if you ever do need someone to talk things through with about certain issues or situations you can always come to me and i can help.

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Mon Nov 23, 2009 @ 12:56am

It gets better. You'll be okay.

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