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I Am Nothing
I am nothing but a walking thought,
A walking memory,
I don't make marks,
I make an appearance that does not stay,
I make a question that's not answered,
I sit,
And sit,
In my dream world,
Where there is no one else,
But is it really a dream?
So many people,
But otherwise still alone,
I despise,
I hate,
I loathe,
I smile,
Still smile,
Uncertain why,
It could be for the world I wish,
But I do not know what I long for,
Is this what He intended?
For my mind to be built like this?
Am I intended for something great?
I don't show emotions,
But that's a dangerous factor,
Because now,
I am a time bomb,
One day,
I will go off,
And pray you won't be there,
These are my intentions,
My mind,
It helps,
It breaks,
It cries,
It laughs,
It thinks,
It creates,
It destroys,
The mind is a wonderful thing,
You just have to know how to use it,
Maybe I was meant to understand,
Maybe I was meant to look beyond everything,
Make people happy,
Make people cry,
Meant to hate,
But to deal with it in my own way,
Maybe there's tests,
Testing how I would react to an event,
I believe there are tests for everyone,
As the saying goes:
"Everything happens for a reason."
I believe that there is,
He gives you appearances like them or not,
It's part of your test,
If you're doing the test accordingly,
You have a better life,
For me,
I might have changed someone's life,
Positive or negative,
I've probably made my mark and haven't known,
Alone,
Maybe it's meant to be,
Having a few friends,
Using it well perhaps,
I will try and find the reason I was put on this earth,
Why I act the way I do,
This mind I have,
To endure something great,
But for now,
I am nothing.
 Go F_ck YourseIf · Mon Mar 09, 2009 @ 08:49pm · 2 Comments |
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