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Guys, I'm going to spit out something and get straight to the point

I've been hiding something from you all for the past few months and I think a few of you already realised something was wrong... my writer's block... shoddy RP updating, the missing part of 4 months in my journal now...

Flower died

I think I've talked about Flower at least once or twice to you before, I mean, how many other people did you know who owned a skunk, lol?

I don't want to go into it much, but I just want to clear this off my chest now so you can maybe understand why I've been so lackluster here lately

It's not like there's much story to it, it just kind of happened, that one morning, I woke up, and that was that

He was gone

This was in the middle of a few friends crisis themselves, and I don't know why I didn't say - I just didn't want to broadcast it maybe, and just kind of didn't mention him for a while

Time went by and it's seemed like it's only made things worse...

I've became lazier, even on Gaia my activity dropped immensely

I can't get by these blocks in my head and I hope I'm clearing them finally telling the truth here...

That's as much as I'm going to say, I think I'll take the rest of the day off of RPing or stuff


Hopefully, I'm going to lift this thing off of me, and I think buying Nintendogs recently was maybe me showing a sign of getting ready to get over it, I'll maybe play it finally and get to enjoy it

I've been thinking of taking a hiatus for a while, and maybe soon I will, but this is just me for tonight, tomorrow I promise I'll have some kind of gathering thought to do something, and although this may look like angst, I'm just making sure I don't have to put any of you guys through this

Just give me a little tim, and I promise I'll try to get things back the way they were, if only similarly