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have you ever been mixed up about who you are? i have asked this question to friends who had seriously needed my help so i helped them. little did i know i needed to ask that question to myself. was i the guy who was always fun to be with or was i the man to be brought down by the simplist family conflict, where my loyalties lay. some say my family but my family is my friends and parents. others say to myself cause they say i'm greedy. but the one i could truly trust says to my heart and to where it says my loyalties lay. but i still feel torn between two personalities but i don't know what to do. how would a anyone normaly deal with this? I'm so lost.