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CAN YOU IMAGINE?

i belive in being heartsick because i have been it once.
i was the grim one, the deathly one ,the sick one.....then you came and talked to me.. I was happy for once...then it happened.
You found "the one" and left me behind like i predicted what would happen.
Just i never thought it would hurt so dang much. You were mine and you left me lonely and scared.
You were the one that passed me in the halls of my heart over and over again running through my head so many times i thought i would get sick. I should have remembered that you never healed me completely and i was still sick .
I forgot one thing....one important thing you never should forget if you've been passed up and alone for years and more years to come.
You will be cold and chilled to the bone for years and years to come because of one thing....Your all alone and always will be.
NEVER would i have thought you would talk to me much less look at me. Behind my eyes you were everything then when you left you trampled the light that had rekindled...it went out and so did my heart.
my heart was put on the floor delicately by you only to then be smashed on your way out of it. I only have a snetence left for you..so listen up: I WILL ALWAYS HATE YOU FOR WHAT YOU DID....BUT I LOVED YOU FIRST AND ALWAYS WILL TOO.
i really hope your happy becuase you sucked my happy right out of me.
-A.A.