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you see my silhouette sitting in the distance,
and as the sun sets do you wonder what i am thinking,
or do you just stand there watching me slowly kill myself?
do you ever wonder why i do the things i do,
or do you just turn away and call me crazy?
i know that you are watching me from a distance,
and very day i wish that you would come closer,
yet a part of me knows that you wouldnt.

the only thing that you dont know,
is that my sitting silhouette that you see
is sitting facing you...
and i can see every time you turn away from me,
and i can see every time you shake your head in disgust,
i can see you, you just dont now it yet...

and sometimes i wonder if finally you will see me too...