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ok im just going to say this cuz i said it in one of my posts in one of my guilds
ok first i gotta show u my most fav passage about zexion:

Happy Birthday Zexion

Zexion walked down the lonely hallway. It was like any other day except it was different. Today was his birthday. Occasionally, some of the members stopped him in the hall to say happy birthday, but Demyx, the one person he wanted a happy birthday from, was nowhere in sight. He looked in all of Demyx’s usual spots, but he still wasn’t anywhere. So he made his way quietly to the kitchen. He sat at the table and propped his feet up. He closed his eyes and remembered a certain birthday from a year ago. The year before he joined Organization XIII.

((FlAsHbAcK TiMe!))

Zexion walked down the crowded hall with his books against his chest. No one noticed him, which was nice, but seeing how today was his birthday, he really didn’t want to be kicked by the preps again. Unfortunately, he didn’t notice when he ran straight into his least favorite group. Sora looked at the shorter boy with distaste. He was flunked by all his usual crones. Kairi was clinging to his right arm, while Riku clung to his left. Riku gave me a look that screamed, “Get the hell away unless you want to be turned into the crap on the bottom of my shoe.” A blonde boy with a mullet that I didn’t know just stood there staring at his feet. “Well, well, well. Look who it is! It’s emo boy! Isn’t today your birthday emo boy? What do you want? A new journal to write love notes to your imaginary boyfriend in? Or maybe a knife so you can go kill yourself!”

Kairi giggled, and Zexion rubbed his eyes before the tears started to fall. Riku said, “How about a some munny?” He chucked a one munny piece at Zexion. “Don’t spend it all in one place!” Sora, Riku, and Kairi laughed and walked away. The boy with the blonde mullet mouthed, “Sorry,” and hurried to catch up with the rest.

Zexion walked to the cafeteria with his paper sack in hand. He sat at his usual table all alone. He pulled out a peanut-butter sandwich, and ate it in silence. It was kinda sad he had to spend his birthday alone. He felt a light tap on his shoulder. Demyx was standing there with a snack cake in his hand with a makeshift candle made out of a straw and a spork. He sat down beside me and said, “Look, I’m sorry about what Sora and Riku said. And I wanted to give you this seeing that it’s your birthday and all.” Zexion looked at the slightly squished cake with teary eyes and said, “This is the nicest thing anyone’s ever done for me. And I don’t even know your name.”

“Demyx. And I like to do nice things for people. Which is probably why I don’t have any lunch munny.”

“You got this for me even though you didn’t have munny?”

“Of cource! You deserve it!”

Zexion buried his face in Demyx’s shoulder and cried. Demyx stroked his hair and whispered, “Happy Birthday Zexy.”

((EnD oF FlAsHbAcK TiMe))

Zexion felt a light tap on his shoulder. When he looked up, he saw the spitting image of Demyx from the year they met. He had a snack cake in his hand, only with a real candle this time. He felt a pang of extreme happiness. Demyx gave Zexion the cake and whispered, “Happy Birthday Zexy.”

made by Xrig
ISNT IT CUTE?!?!?!?! this passage is a perfect example of me at lunch. people dont call me emo tho...and i chose to sit alone, even tho i dont want to be alone (i had a conversation in my head the other day while i was crying. i wanted to be alone [i was holding a stuffed wolf, glasses off, crying and silently whispering things] but i wanted someone with me. i defined this as i wanted someone special to stay with me, not the usual mom, dad, or any relative or friend [i know my emotions r weird]) anyways...yeah i like being alone...having my personal space...my 'bubble' is big tho so i dont like ppl getting close to me (i dont like the lockers being so small and close togeather, but they get smaller in high school so i just wont go to my locker cuz the changing time is so little, so ill carry my HEAVYWEIGHT CHAMPION BOOKBAG into every single class) yeah and my 'bubble' is bigger about the boys than the girls. i can be near girls, just not too close if i dont do it myself. i am a very weird person (i wonder if the ppl at school think im emo...ill ask our gay boy evan [no im not kidding he is gay. he wears fishnets and hot pink slips under his pants] or our emo girl taylor if i am emo matirial [if u wanna know what else i do here is a small list: stay alone, read a lot, like space, draw a lot, used to cut myself, and used to cry every night {now i do it every month or so}]) but i dont think i am emo... but whoever reads this can decide that if they want...
im tired cuz its 10:45 pm right now so im going to stop typing for today XD