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Ok I wanna know.... am I an idiot? Am I a jerk? Do you think I am ugly? I know I'm ugly but yeas... Is my personality bad or something? I feel people are running away from me and I don't know why. I don't remember doing anything bad...

Well today wasn't so bad... I guess. Gym, Lunch, and Tech were like the only good periods today. Gym, Victoria made me laugh a lot. We kept losing because we kept laughing so much. In the begining of the period Mrs. D wasn't there so everyone was just talking. I was talking to peoples and I was glancing over and Anthony kept looking at me. >.< I think it might be because when I was walking into the school Anthony was talking to someone and I don't think he knew I skate. So I walked past him and I have a backpack that holds my skateboard and it has the element logo. So I think he finally knows I skate >.< Well in gym Jeff's hair was like poofy so I was moving my hands over my hair telling him to fix his. Then he's like "What? What are you talking about?" So I ran over and told him and Tushar said something to me and then I moved my hand and he thought I was going to smack him. After that the teach had to tell us about putting our phones in our lockers because the prinipal is going to look through everyones bags and their clothes. O.o Weridness. So Jeff says Sam do you have your cell phone in your pocketbook? So I look over at him and say I don't have a pocketbook. Then he just smiles and looks the other way then back but still smiling and I just started to smile and say what? I have no clue what he was thinking about.

In Lunch Becca and I where talking a lot and playing games and stuff. OMG I played the game when you flick the can. Its been so long since the last time I played that game. Then I was going to throw it like Jack does but Becca bit it and bent it. I still played with it after. Hitting it and watching it fly. >.< Fun fun. XP

Tech wasn't as good because there was a fire drill AND OF COURSE THAT WAS THE DAY I DIDN'T WEAR A SWEATER! I was so cold and I turn around and Hayden is just standing there and I say "Are you not cold?" Then he just shakes his head. After that we went in to work on our CO2 cars. Ok I was just minding my business and Devon kept pointing my sides every 3 minutes. I kept spazzing. He thinks it's funny. Anyssa was playing with my hair. I think like this period is the higlight of my day. XP

The thing that everyone kept saying to me was OH MY GOD SAM! YOUR NOT WEARING A BLACK SHIRT! I was wearing a green enjoi shirt. I just bought it at Zumiez XP