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Sun Valley.

Why do I get a strange feeling whenever I think of that place? I've never been there, but it feels like I have. If everything goes to plan, I might be moving there within two to three years, but I doubt that house will still be for sale when we're all ready to move.

Maybe its because I have a lot on my mind. I wanted so badly to tell someone something to their face, but now they're gone. They couldn't even wait, or even pick up the damn phone. Makes you wonder who your friends are, and I know this person is gone from my life.

I just have this feeling of dread, faint but still there. Its full of the "what if's", "how does" and "when wills". I'm scared of ending up like someone I know. He ruined his life by making some stupid choices, and I don't want to end up like him. I have to keep on a straight path, but lately its been hard to keep trekking. I really have to find a career path, and stick with it. Photography will be a side job, but not my main focus.

In a nutshell, there is a lot going on inside my head. I need to relax, but this week will not permit it.

I hate Thanksgiving.

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