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Lizette im scared
I don't want to loose you
If I as to ever loose you, there is no point in me living
I'm scared that you might die
Sometimes I dream of you running to me and then you
Getting shot some where on your body
Then I would try and go kick the guys a** for
Doing that to you or kill him or her
After all the pain I've gone through I would try and
Get help if not I would pick you up myself and take you
To the nearest hospital
I would be scared knowing that you are not all right
And you are in pain
When they would let me sit next to you, when you are
Lying there with your eyes closed then hearing the doctor
Say that you are not going to make it
I would spend time with you until your time is up
Hoping and being scared that you won't die
When I hear your heart beat and see it go down
To zero I would cry begging GOD for you to wake
Up and for me to die because I'm not scared anymore
As long as you are alive I'll be next to you died or alive...