I wasn't man enough to let you hurt my pride
Now I'm only left with my own jealousy"
So I realized I am one of the most jealous people in the entire world. It's quite bad actually. I am jealous of people who have money to go do things and buy whatever they want. I am jealous of the pretty girls who always get noticed by the boys. I am jealous basically all the time. But I'm really working on it.
STORYTIME.
So last night I went to this thing called "Night of Elegance" where the boys are supposed to treat the ladies really nicely. They fed us dinner and did some funny acts. Then afterwards we had a dance. They always play slow dances and I've always hoped that one boy would single me out and ask me to dance. I've wanted this since I started to like boys. The thing is, I never ever get asked. My friends and roomates got asked to dance, me...just stood there alone. One boy looked straight at me, and decided he would rather dance by himself.
I'm posting pictures of how I looked like last night. I don't think I'm bad looking, so why does every boy always ignore me?
