I dont know how this world works. Nor do I know how I'm sposta feel. But if the world were to end tomarrow and I know it tonight would be the best night of my life. I would do thins I never thought I would even think of doing,with people I never thought I do them with. Then my feelings tword this are confused. Should I try to spend my last night with my faimly like they would want? my friends who arew basically my faimly? or my boyfriend, who I wish I treated better? Of course I 'd be the idiot getting on a plane to Canadia to see my B. I know whe I do wont make a difference to the end of the world. But how would it feel if It ended like this? My anger all pent up and then releasing it at the people dearest to me, my multiple attempts to end it all, now in the past. Me regretting every time I spoke to him. And better yet the massive regret of not having a good relation ship with god... I know you don't care but thanks for reading this if you made it this f then your really cool...i guess...
Xxgoth_puppyxX · Mon Apr 20, 2009 @ 12:23am · 0 Comments |