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... like right now. Something feels so wrong, so off... It's like all the stress I'm having right now is crashing down on me. All the test and finals that are coming up scare me and I'm afraid I won't find a job. Then I've been fighting with my sweetheart when I was seeing him, and ever since then things aren't the same anymore. I accidentally bumped his car's door into a post and I think he just won't forgive me this ever. It makes me cry and I feel so lonely. He'll come see me on Thursday and stay until Sunday, which makes me happy. I wished he was here with me now, though.

Separation is such an awful thing to go through. I don't know how some people manage it without a problem, but it's killing me. cry I noticed that about 6 days after we say goodbye, I start feeling really lonely and miss him like crazy. Then... it gets better. It better does now, too.