jeremy keeps trying to talk to me. i keep trying not to. im trying to straighten my life out. for a couple of years ive changed myself to suit him, now im trying be myself agian, instead of what he wants me to be. its hard, but i think i can someday straighten myself out of this mess. i love him, but i need to escape him. and i think that i finally can. tomorow im cutting my hair and dying it. he never would let me cut my hair short or put red streaks in it, now that im free, thats the first thing im going to do. im finally going to be me. im not going to let him rule my life anymore.
theshadowolf · Sat May 02, 2009 @ 05:34am · 0 Comments |