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This is a short story about me, well...not rely a story...more like my thoughts. Ever since I could remember my mind has been filled with thoughts about stuff not of this world, stuff that can only be found in books and movies. My mind is constantly filled with the thoughts of elves, dragons, dwarfs, ogres, many more mythical and legendary creatures. It is also filled with thoughts of magic, and how the world would be different if people had the power to disappear or cast magic spells like fireballs and lightning. I don’t know where these thoughts come from, you could say it’s a over active imagination, but to me its more than that. To me it’s a longing for something different, something magical, something that seems to have once been real but is no more. Almost every day the thought of having the ability to fly comes into my head. When there is a gust of wind, or even a slight breeze, it feels like im flying. Its not just a thought, it’s a feeling. I can feel the wind rush past my body, the feeling of my feet touching the ground sometimes disappears. Its as if in a life before this I could fly. The feeling is almost unexplainable. I have never been skydiving, or parasailing. But I can imagine it would feel almost the same, but not quite. I would still feel the metal of the parasail in my hands or the parachute on my back. But flying is not the only thing I think about. Sometimes I think of having unlimited power and exploring the universe and all it has to offer. I know this will never happen to me but it feels good to think that there is a slim chance that it just might happen. If it one day does happen then I will be free of this life that I live, free to roam around the universe doing whatever I want. I would not be a bad person, I would correct any wrongs that I see done and then go off to the next place. I know I cannot be the only person that feels this way, but if I am, I will be happy knowing that I am very different from the rest of the people on this world and that one day, even if I have to wait till I die, I will fly and explore everything the universe has to offer.