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Crawling in my skin
These wounds they will not heal
Fear is how I fall
Confusing what is real

There's something inside me that pulls beneath the surface
Consuming confusing
This lack of self-control I fear is never ending
Controlling I can't seem


To find myself again
My walls are closing in
without a sense of confidence and I'm convinced that there's just too much pressure to take
I've felt this way before
So insecure


Discomfort,endlessly has pulled itself upon me
Distracting reacting
Against my will I stand beside my own reflection
It's haunting how I can't seem...



is that not depressing as s**t i really shouldnt be listening to this s**t though cuz ive been very emotional.......not like i would commit suicide cuz that is just st00pid but it may make me sad for another day or a few crying