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im starting new. im sick of doing this s**t. caring while everybody argues. i dont just sit around and let things be..if i dont like what youre doing i will ******** confront you. im not afraid to ******** fight you, i may look like what you wanna think i am but thats because thats what i want you to see. i can be rebellious, i can be rude, and i can be a real a*****e but i dont like to be that way. if you punch me i wont punch you, ill ******** beat you the ******** up. im a million in one, im going to start a newer life and stop doing crazy s**t that makes things worse. im going to trust nobody and im going to start to really think about things seriously. if you dont want me in your life i dont want you in mine. if you dont like me, i dont like you. know that ive been through hella s**t in my life and i am not afraid. today everything went too far in my life...i think its enough. im beginning to become a different person and im noticing the changes...im going to keep my loved ones close and forget about the ones that i barely talk to, the ones that dont need me...if you want me in your life..talk to me. if not..than..i dont know..your choice. all im going to say is, im done with who i was yesterday, im done with who i was last week, and last month. im starting new now and im serious about it...ive just had enough with whats going on in my life..time for new and different..