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I'm drowning in negativity just above the surface. I try to think things through and I find my self questing things for hours. I'm not sure what to do. I can't pass these feelings on, but I'm filling up like a balloon and I'm getting close to bursting. There are little things I can do, but it doesn't spill out any emotion. It just relieves some of the pressure. What'll I do now? How about nothing? Is that even possible? I wish I could shake it off like a wet dog. I sort of show what mood I'm in with music, but if you really want to know how I feel check my recent drawings. Not the one's I give as gifts. Check the one's I draw when I'm bored. Using those I'm like an open book---