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Alone
I sit
I look up
I cant stand it
I cant enjoy it
Life
Death
Both polar but yet the same
With life grant Death is granted
A life slips
All I can do is sit here
Sit and watch as my life slowly slips away form me
The sound of laughs I hear no more
The sound of friends I hear no more
The sound of cars I don’t here anymore
Why is life and death the same
Why?
Must the most joyful things in are world go
Why must we die?
Black and white rose will always coexist with each other
And yet we don’t chose when the black rose will come to us
And yet I sit
Trying to understand why I sit
No one around me
No one close to me
Alone but yet not scared
I look up to see no light
I look up to see Darkness
Is my life made of Darkness
I don’t know but yet I sit
Listing for anything and everything
Nothing
Nothing
I see or hear nothing
Alone I shall be in my mind until the day we meet
Until the day I find you
The one
The only
The love that’s been missing in my life
Only one can bring it
And only that one can save me
Alone until that time

Black Abyss of War
Once tall cities
All around us
The world at peace
A time to love and to enjoy the life that is all around
Shatter in a heartbeat
The once laughs are now Scrams
The once joyful faces are gone
Now large mushroom clouds shoot in the sky
Death in millions with a single weapon fallow by more
The once giant cities now lay in ruins
Now to factions wage war for power
Yet they don’t see what they have cause
They have yet to see what they gave breath to
What they gave was something that may would fear and may would vanish form this world
This war is something greater than power
And yet they don’t see it
We stand
In the once cities that were so lovely
The darkness speared all around the world engulfing it as if was a small candy
And yet we stand
Strong
Few
We chose to wait and see if peace can come
But… no the darkness just grows and grows
As it grows stronger and stronger we get weaker and weaker
Soon we wont be able to stand and yet we keep hope
The small light that’s now starting to fade
I have chosen to end this I have chosen to bring peace back to this world
If it must coast my life and along side many more
They ask if its wroth to lose so many life’s
I say yes because so many can be save form this abyss we grown in
They sound so confuse by the answer while I stand sure of my mission
Now its starts Now ill give everything I have soul, body, and even my very mind
Its starts to rain
Its as if the world crying in joy or is crying for the life’s that are about to be taken
I stand with so few and only wish I could do so much more but as I stand here I can see my enemies getting ready.
I stand there with a smile as I move my hand head of me. The words are short but hold so much meaning.
“Go”
This is how it all ends we are the light and now we have no other thing to do but bring hope to does who hide

Birth
A life is so sweet
How can something so sweet become a nightmare?
How can someone pure nice and kind to other become engulf by hate?
It all starts with one thing and might end with that very thing
Death selfness and not knowing the true meaning of friends
This all would clash at one moment and time which would shape the road I walk
This would forum what has become me and everything I go by my rules my ideals my understanding
It was the combination of seeing how one could act so self’s and leave me to die
TO DIE
How can someone who says they are a friend do such thing how?
That day that moment he said sorry for leaving me I awoke I awoke to a world of darkness to hate to anger to greed
I didn’t want to see it at first I act normal but slowly I felt it all growing I felt it coming
My trust in others were shook unable to trust anyone lead me out in the open easy for the picking
This would however forum something great something strong something that could stand up to the anger and hold it at bay
My inner self was forum Blackops Kakashi was born
I taught my self to control my anger
I taught my self how to deal with the hate
I taught my self to see throw lies
To see throw them
And I did for so long I could see them but
It wasn’t enough to see throw them to tell how they were
To tell that they were always going to do the same s**t to you
At that moment in time I had only a few hand full of friends that had gain my trust
Yet I kept my hands close and let the anger grow controlling was starting to become a problem
I might have become able to do so much
Now I need a way to get ride of them and fast but yet safe
This is when I started to die only to be reborn to become something hopefully stronger hopefully better
This is when I became Diclonius Kill
A new self
A new life
I started
The start of this new life was hard and unseen able but yet I move
Only with 9 true friends I walk into this world of darkness that has grown around me
To see if I could finely end this
To see if I could find the light that is hidden in my soul
This will not be easy
This will test my mind be on all normal things
I will be push to the break of death or to the temptation to kill
To give in to this hate and anger
This would be a road to discover what I’m willing to do for peace or chaos
The event that change me forever will always be there in my mind but to allow it to infected my thinking I would not allow it to do it anymore
Now it starts
And now it ends
Now I start one fault one cause one hope one goal
Find the light and live or Fall into the darkness and die