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I'm sorry if I ever hurt you in some kind of way. Sadly I guess I don't fit in much in my town. Always getting picked on. Even if other people say I'm ugly I try to ignore it. I use to be the girl no one cared about and I feel a bit like that right now. I have some friends,but when they cry or are mad I just feel it's all my fault they are. Here's some friends that make me feel speical. Helping me through the bad and good ways.

Thanks for being there:

1.Chivalrous Erik
2.emogirl0782
3. emo vic
4. Reiving
5. Bella Cullen763
6.Funnypricess12


Some don't know they're helping me,but they're helping me alot. I think their a family. Like we're a big family. We mad have a few bumps in the road,but we keep going. Erik told me that life will be better and that it's just this part of life I hate. It'll get better soon when I'm graduting and those jerks who kept picking on me are held back a year or two. I try to find the good side of life,not the bad. So if you think I'm mean I'm not. I am sick of my life and I want everything to go better and I still haven't given up hope.
Here is a poem:
Life
No matter how hard life is,their are aways that and this,
when we try so hard to make it right,before the fight,it
always go down and a frown comes. As tradegy strucks if person
it sadly happens with no warning. If you keep going,you'll find out a surpise is waiting,Don't about those kind of people,they're just a bump on the road so don't through a fit. Life is like a rollar coaster. It goes up and it goes down. You'll have your ups,and you'll have your down. Don't ask me why,that just how life is.